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There's Never Enough Time To Do All The Nothing You Want. -Calvin and Hobbes

2005 +ending the year with a bang!+

2006-01-01T05:04:00.000+08:00

so, 2006 huh? mm.. *thinking* i guess its time to talk about how my year was.

it was ok, i guess.

since i was stupid enough not to take more difficult subjects this past term, there had been a lot of empty days. too bored to do anything even sleep. nothing much happened this year. im almost finished with my degree but i still cant decide what am i gonna do with my life.

christmas was a little quiter this year. i bought an ipod video as a gift to myself and i was fortunate enough to get a new phone which i unfortunately cannot use since its locked on some other network. i know its lame but im really thankful that i got to spend xmas with my family since its usually just me and my mama here in the house. my other siblings and my papa's busy with the business so i only get to see them at night before they go to bed.

i've rekindled my passion (wow! :D).. my guilty pleasure of watching trash tv. once in a while, i do need to watch these things to keep me sane. first up: jerry springer. CLASSIC DUDE! nothing makes trash tv talk shows better than the MAN himself. maury's good too but a little tame for my taste, funny though. =)

better start preparing for the new year ahead. there would be a lot of stuff that's gonna happen this year with my life.

2005, you have served me well. i leave you now with some pics that were taken the past year (2005).

what term break?

2005-09-06T04:13:00.000+08:00

school starts tomorrow. first period, natsca2. eek! frosh na frosh.

graduation's coming a lot nearer na. after taking a four-year hiatus from the corporate world to take on another degree, im still on the same place that ive started before. lost pa rin.

what should i do after college? choose one below.

study again (ano naman? medicine? please lang ah.)
work (where? doing what?)
venture in the family business (at least lesser pressure)
start my own business (doing what and capital mo?)

oh well.. wish they would give a self help guide into surviving life sa hospital nung pinanganak ako. oh well.. guess i have to make my own na lang.

huriccane katrina has relly f*cked things up. naiiyak ako nung pinapanood ko sa tv. i think i want to be working at a place where i could meet a lot of people (wag naman sa sales please lang) and help them na rin. WWF, red cross etc.

oh well..

how?

2005-08-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

Yadda Yadda

how do you say that everything will be fine when you know that it wont be?

long time

2005-07-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

it took me a long time to write here ulit. its not that i dont want to or anything. its just that no one ever reads this blog. konti lang may alam na i actually blog even those close to me dont know about it. were friends, tight shit and all that, but there was only too much for other people to know about you. do i really want them to read my innermost thoughts and craps? i did. once. but they kept on putting different meanings on my posts rather than take it literally. lagi pa may tanong na, ok ka lang? madrama ka naman! ano? di ko na gets yun? <-- i dont expect them to. i dont want to have to explain myself to them when i was not even sure if i wanted to share it with them in the first place.
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There's Never Enough Time To Do All The Nothing You Want. -Calvin and Hobbes

death

2005-07-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

peachy's lola died a few weeks back. this is the first time that i'll be writing about it. i dunno why. i guess its because, i was finally given a glimpse from the other point of view. i didnt know what to say to her. it was terrible to want so much to help, when really, i could do nothing. there were no words. i felt a little paralyzed by my own inadequacy.
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There's Never Enough Time To Do All The Nothing You Want. -Calvin and Hobbes

a few weeks ago...

2005-07-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

a few weeks ago...

do you walk around in circles knowing that you are lost but never admitting it otherwise.. staring blankly at a map trying to figure out the way back but you don’t know where to start. i’m at that point in my life. i need my way back. I was much too far out all of my life..

... looking at the last line, i said the same thing to my friend kiel last year. =(

Willow Pod

2004-10-29T16:39:00.000+08:00

hmm

kakatpos lang ng defense ko sa webpage. hmm.. weird kasi parang di ako ganun ka stressed sa midterms this term. patay nanaman ako sa finals kasi may digivid na ko. hassle talaga!

(pwes, if youre reading this. UMUWI KA NA! KELANGAN KO NG KADAMAY! miss u!)

random thought

2004-10-19T04:20:00.000+08:00

Most of the things we decide are not what we know to be the best. We say yes, merely because we are driven into a corner and must say something.

hmm...

2004-10-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

nakaka addict talaga ang ragnarok. hehe :D nagbago nanaman ako ng character, archer na para maging dancer ako. why? coz the outfit's really cute. pink and peach nga yung color. wait! ako ba nagsabi nun?

Ladies and Gentlemen: Hell has officially frozen over.

I attempted to lift the computer table kanina, but it's heavier than the computer itself (duh?). I can do this though, I am not some fragile weak woman, and I am perfectly capable of lifting a table. Just give me to the count of three. One…two…thre—

NOPE! bigat ng bwiset na table na to. oh well, masaya na siguro sha dito sa place nya.

Christopher Reeve

2004-10-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

cHRISTOPHER REEVE died last weekend at the age of 52 (52 nga ba o 54?). He will be greatly missed. Grabe! Sha talaga ng SUPERMAN. as in parang pinanganak sha to play that role (just like tom welling ng smallville, pinanganak to play young clark kent). i feel bad. :(

announcement

2004-10-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

bakit same dates lang? binalik ko yung blog ko sa old hosting ko. nagloloko yung new blog ko eh. ang saya. shempre di na gumagana yung luma dahil sobrang tagal na kaya gumawa nanaman ako ng bagong account. asus! nilipat ko lang yung pinaka recent entries ko. oh well..

could i be even more of a prat than i already am?

2004-10-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

started sketching things kanina while i was listening to some music. i've drawn a girl, swimming in the ocean waving at an unknown figure on the beach. The caption i had used was “I was much too far out all of my life...”. what the hell was that all about?

STILL havent started on my midterms. i kept on putting it off at the last minute. i KNOW i'll regret this later. i dunno. im too lazy to work.

is it just me or has this term gotten really boring? lahat kami tinatamad pumasok and gumawa ng work.

i think the best job for me is to read or surf the internet all day long and get paid while doing it.
kiel, made another entry on her blog.

"What I just don't like is that when people keep on putting different meanings to the things I do or even say.. without even talking to me first... not seeing the lil good things that I do and just allowing myself to be put to that line... I'm not perfect.. ", kiel

made perfect sense. i still think that having more guy classmates are better than having girl classmates. no, its not a sexist thought. its just that, girls tend to put meaning on the simplest things while guys dont even give a crap on what other people are doing. girls are much more complicated. i should know, since im one. hehe :D

people still dont get it when i say that im not into going out at night and stuff. i would much prefer to stay at home and read a good book or watch television. they think its a little weird that im anti social pag gabi na. yup, that's me. CANDY the anti social and hermit in training. parang old maid. i should be getting my knitting materials any day now. hehe :D

one tree hill

2004-10-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

how come places in the us got really weird names? hmm?

i've deleted my old blog and told myself that i would NEVER use it again but guess what? ive created another one. it's the lurker in me, i guess.

still havent started doing my NGO website. katamad eh.

got class tommorow, PUBLISH. crap! :( i dont want to go to school tmrow.
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started watching one tree hill when they had shown its first ep in the us. back then, i had to resort to downloading the episodes one by one using kazaa. why am i watching it? the story's really good plus seeing chad michael murray on tv again was a big plus (he played tristan dugrey sa gilmore girls, i still think that rory should end up with tristan rather than dean or jess). i think i was even in loved with CMM dati. hehe :D james lafferty was such a cutie din pero after watching the whole season on etc channel, i think jake jagielski's much cuter. cutie ng hair nya and smile nya. hehe :D